Fighting The Feeling

Nobody told me there'd be days
there'd be days like this (2x)

Would you believe me if I told you that I've never cheated?
Probably not, but I swear to you its no misleading
I got some thangs that I been dealing with
that make me question is my mindset still innocent?
She got my heart true
But She got my hormones
Imagine her screaming the sounds that a whore moans
Lord knows that i love her so
But it seems as time passes
I wonder mo'
What are these other women like?
Don't even wanna know em'
I just wanna spend the night
I know that that's immoral
But its what I feel, aight?
I'm trying to be truthful
but all you do is lie to me and say the feeling's mutual
holding on to pride
while i'm holding on to fear
that one day I may have to be unfaithful to my dear
and I can't fight the feeling now
don't even know what I'm feeling now

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I'm fighting the feeling
everyday I'm on the verge and I can't seem to kick the urge
fighting the feeling
I can't speak what's on my mind, guess its been building over time
fighting the feeling
And now it's got me all confused
All I know is I don't wanna lose
Fighting the feeling
Fighting the feeling

I know I feel guilty
I kinda think I'm wrong
cause I just want you to stay
while i linger on
and that ain't fair at all
we in a gray area now
and I barely call
yet somehow you still got my soul
I bare it all
but you don't care it all
don't wanna hear my song
you heard it all along
I'm caught up in a 'Jonz in my Bonz'
got my 'Brown Sugar' going
Life kinda like D'Angelo's poems
but baby I'm still him
baby I'm still Damon
same ol' G
I'm just hoping you still patient
same ol' me
been the same since in the playpen
and I never change, I remain
until my day's end
I'm kinda paranoid
I don't trust someone
I been feeling some thangs I wanna run from
like something inside of my heart is undone
busy wondering where did this lust come from?

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Nobody told me there'd be days
there'd be days like this
No

Now, how do I clear mixed emotions?
Can't go to mama now
I think I need some different coaching
Oh wait, too late see now she left me
That's probably cause I left her
Wonder should I text her
But I don't wanna stress her
but all the stress i'm feeling now
might leave me on a stretcher
Oh wait extra extra!
my best friend is a snake
spreading lies on the regular
I also lost my job
feel my heart I need a check-up
and now I need her more than ever
but on the flip side, still thinking horny pleasures
I swear that sometimes I'm so dumb
and I would love for my temptation here to go numb
Don't even drink, yet I'm so drunk
And this is weird though, I never ever acted on my impulses
I told you I never cheated but listen closely
Ya see, everything ain't always bout your actions
Sometimes you could have an inappropriate attraction

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